No One to Talk With

Ever get the feeling of being alone? Everyone does at least one point in their life. I am having a problem but the only people I seem to have been talking with are involved in the problem and I'm not sure if I am ready to approach that obstacle yet. I just want to YELL its so suffocating.

Take Me as I Am

Dear You,

I have tried to tell you so many times. I don't know how attempts I have made at this letter I keep getting stuck right after I start. Sat down, opened up the document, fingers on the keyboard, but nothing to write. I am sorry I mislead you. Sorry for being myself around you. I have tried to change into something that I might want to be but just can't do it. I trusted you and tried to be more open with you than with other people and it just doesn't work. Sorry I was a burden I am not one now and frankly I know now I don't need you around to "help" me. I truly do appreciate what you did for me and can't repay you for that. Thanks for putting up with me when you didn't want to.

Sincerly,

Drake

BAM! When reality strikes.

Do you ever have the feeling that you just keeping fighting for goals that you know will never come to fruition? I have been feeling this way lately not completely sure how to go about it. There are times where it seems, "Hey, this could actually happen now, I have a shot at this." Everything else that has happened eventually you soon realize that you actually do not have more a chance of getting your hope than before.

After, this point what normally happens? Get a new goal? Find something to fill that gap either an object or achievement that could satisfy or surpass your thinking? I find that new goals that are not associated with the original can be very beneficial. Goals get your mind onto it other than those things you were thinking about all the time and need a break from. Recently it came to fruition that realization that I wouldn't be able to something I have been wondering about for sometime. Over the past few months in the back of my mind I have kept thinking of what would happen and how it could work out. Then, life made a roadblock which made it so it wouldn't be possible to accomplish what I have been waiting for.

Keep setting those goals and looking for ways to make things work.

-Your Friendly Neighborhood Drake

Woody vs. Buzz

There are things that I have done that I am not proud of like every other person in the world. One of those things would be allowing the same stupid crap happen over and over again. I'm going to have to be kind of broad about this since it would just cause chaos. It just seems like I've been waiting around for things to happen but it NEVER works out. This wouldn't be that I am all that surprised about it but never the less it still is very shredding to find out I let those walls down and BAM! there was the dragon breathing fire and killing what was there. It's not like I'm asking for much just a break from this roller coaster would be nice, but I don't believe that will come to fruition for some time. I feel like Woody from "Toy Story" I was pretty much ready to climb any mountain and do whatever I had to do. Then, Buzz came along and there it goes really no need to try and climb any mountain because there isn't any point to finish. Everyone wants the new toy the one that seems like he will cure everything. I realize in the end of the movie everything pretty much worked out and things were awesome. News flash life isn't a movie unfortunately you can't how should I say work for something and it actually pay off. I wish life was a movie sometimes because then I would know that everything would work out but no such luck.

Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate

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Sneakers or sandals?

Depends on what i am doing summer=sandals, winter=sneakers

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Would you rather be a famous musician or a famous actor?

Actor because I love Acting

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