Focused

I look through the lens
I see your beautiful face
You look back at me
But only at the object in my hand

You look for someone to care
Someone to look at you
Someone to want you
Someone to look out for you

Why do you keep looking?
What am I not doing right?
How can I make myself that person?
Who do you want me to become?

You say that it just wouldn't work
That something would happen.
What can I do to prove to you
It can work?

I know that we are not the same
You deserve so much more
More than I can ever give
You deserve the world

I try to find a new focal point
To find something to want
More than to be with you.
There is nothing better.

I try to find something better
Every time I spend time with you
I just get re focused on you
I lie awake thinking of you

All I want is a chance
Chance to see if it can work
A chance to prove to you
I am on my knees asking for a chance